velvet snow

well this is it. the final stretch. i leave tomorrow for st. louis and i'm pretty freaking nervous.


scale said 108.5 this morning after i worked out and ate breakfast. so maybe i'm closer to 108 after all? a lot of my clothes are hanging on me, which feels amazing, albeit a little disconcerting. i'm scared i'll binge tonight, just to sabotage myself.


it's been a surprisingly busy day, which was nice. managed to avoid eating for a good chunk of the day, though i did let myself have an iced tall soy latte (only 90 cals!) because i met up with C and her dick of a fiance at the mall and i knew i'd need caffeine if i was going to deal with his sexist and annoying self.


sister dear isn't feeling well so i may have inadvertently gotten out of sushi. while this definitely isn't how i wanted to get out of it, i can't help but be slightly relieved. i never want her to feel ill, but i really REALLY didn't want to have to eat sushi. especially since i'm kind of high in my intake already today. hopefully the half hour on the elliptical (and the laxatives i took) will help me out for tomorrow.


hope everyone else is having a fantastic day!


xoxo,
rubes