Friday, October 2, 2009

slow night, so long

had my binge night. purged almost all of it up.

ugh there's definitely a reason i shouldn't do days off

don't get me wrong, it was good and i'm kind of glad i got it out of my system because i found something weird:

the food wasn't all that great

i think i'd built up the memory of the food in my head because when i ate it, it wasn't that great.

so the binge wasn't quite as bad as it could have been because i didn't really feel it

so back on track tomorrow. laxatives? i think so.

hope everyone else had an "on track" day!


1 comment:

  1. i know what you mean... sometimes you eat because you think you want it or "need" it but then it's not even as great as you anticipate. i guess nothing really does taste as good as thin feels, eh? im sure you'll do great tomorrow though :)