ok. steady. careful.
i might just be having a good day. usual breakfast. iced tall soy latte. yummy dinner of portobello burger with provolne cheese and spinach in a wrap. and a bit of dried mango.
when i write it all down, it seems like so much. but really it was around 500 calories. leaving me some room for a mug of warm milk and a stella d'oro cookie before bed.
sigh and yet i feel so gross. stupid swimsuit. stupid skinnier sister.
NO! i will be positive, dammit! ok, so...i cleaned out the fridge for my mom. and i don't think anything could gross anyone out more than cleaning out that mildewy fridge. gross city. remind me to do that any time i want to eat anything.
anyone have any tips for other distractions? so far i have:
- whitening my teeth (can't eat anything for at least an hour!)
- looking for thinspo
- shopping for clothes i can never ever afford (polyvore anyone?)
- cleaning my room (usually at last ditch effort)
- baking (but that brings in yummy stuff to eat later...)
- doing my nails
- playing with my dog
- watching tv on hulu
stay strong everyone!
xoxo,
rubes
hahahaha i love whitening my teeth and using that as an excuse to not eat when my mom is around :)
ReplyDeleteyay for pearly whites :D
lol
stay strong <33