Sunday, November 1, 2009

little girl lost

i've lost my self-control


i've ballooned to 116 pounds.


i've been in a binge binge binge purge cycle for so long, i don't feel worthy to even be on here.


everyone else has self control. everyone else is skinny. why can't i stop eating?


i'm not worthy of being in the community. i'm too massive. too doughy. too huge.


fuck.

4 comments:

  1. dont be too hard on yourself, we all slip up occationally. if it makes you feel any better, i would LOVE to be 116 pds, lol. i know its a constant fight but , it will be worth it in the end. stay strong,
    meg

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  2. I've gained 10 lbs since August. I am failing on my quest to be perfect (and skinny). Please don't give up! We can make it!

    Stay strong, lovely.

    xoxo

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  3. You can make it.
    you can cet back to tarck and start over.
    i mean i balooned like 20 fucking pounds this spring and summer.
    but i am back on track and looseing this fat.

    You can do it...

    Make your drams happen

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  4. Please!!!
    Blog again!! :(

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