little girl lost

i've lost my self-control


i've ballooned to 116 pounds.


i've been in a binge binge binge purge cycle for so long, i don't feel worthy to even be on here.


everyone else has self control. everyone else is skinny. why can't i stop eating?


i'm not worthy of being in the community. i'm too massive. too doughy. too huge.


fuck.